okay remember how i was saying my og group is not that bad and i can only hope my cg will be the same?

well, it seems you can't have the cake and eat it. i am now stuck in a class, where everybody tucks in their shirts, where hair is 100% organic, where pants and skirts are rib-cage high, where everybody volunteers to take on various rep positions, where free period translates into read-notes-to-better-equip-self-for-lesson. oh my good lord. spare me.

i tuck out my shirt, my hair is certainly not organic, my shorts are at my hips, i try to keep out of sight when appointing of various reps are going on, and when i had a 3 hour break, starting from my recess to lunch, meaning my recess and lunch is continuous, i walked around with huiyin exploring the school and killing a lot of mosquitoes along the way. and going to the canteen.

i don't know. am i not cool enough to be in that class or am i too cool. either way i am an outcast in that class. and BOY am i an outcast.

i have never missed st margs so much. i miss being able to shoot stupid comments out of my mouth during lessons cos i know the class will laugh with me. if i shot stupid comments in my present class, i think i will get a lot of shut-up-and-pay-attention looks. i miss collaborating with the two rachels to persuade every teacher that it is time for recess. if i did that now, not only will i be the only one, i am likely to be murdered for wasting curriculum time. i miss strolling in and out of class at my whim and fancy, while everyone here seems glued to their seats. i miss living in the toilet. i really really really miss 4e5 and st margs.

i miss hearing "squaret root". the current maths teacher is from hongkong i think, and there's no more squaret root. there is just "keep root" (cube root).

i need to be back in st margs, threatening mrs low to let us off or we'd commit mass suicide.

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